Beatsは、しっかり選ばなくっちゃ！

5年以内にBeatsは確実に破綻する

Beats 暮らし・感じる・変えていく

(originally posted on 2016-09-13 | 14:36:50)

One day in October 2014, 

I was just hanging out with my little boy.

I slipped my hand underneath my cloth and touched my left breast without any thought. 

!!!!???

I’ve got a foreboding feeling.

I’ve touched something. 

Something like a pinball. 

What is it?

My heart beats faster.

I’ve tried to touch it again and again.

Same...

I still feel a lump.

I’ve heard before that benign lumps roll between the fingers 

whereas cancerous ones don’t.

Is this moving or not?

Can’t really figure it out…

But,

I was hoping that it was mobile, 

so I put some pressure on it to make it roll.

I’ve tried it so hard.

My mind was receding. 

I could barely hear my son and the noises that he was making with his toys.